18th LID-iversary!

Well, usually I am up on celebrating the LID-iversary each time but this time I just didn't even think about it as it came and went. It has been 18 MONTHS since we logged in with the CCAA. That means they have had our paperwork (dossier)for 18 LONG AGONIZING MONTHS........just sitting on a shelf. It's nothing important to them; we're just another number, another file, nothing special at all. Why should they care? They have THOUSANDS just like it......waiting, waiting, waiting.....meanwhile friends, family, coworkers, etc. all get pregnant, carry babies, deliver babies, share tales of their sweet babies, and we sit and wait and wait and wait, and wait...........and cry.